sooryyy to those who wants the pics..sorry la...din touch the laptop...cos it went MIA for awhile....
ok ok .......its tooo late for me to blog abt my ever first soocer tournament....haha...
it was a good experience and we had alot of fun ....even though we lost ...(we got score too ok ...and some draw) but we had the good feel of playing with other good and experience soocer girls...
but it was a tiring day for me....just imagine came back from night shift and went straight to kallang ...then plyd till 5pm..then work again at night...i din sleep...i was very very very tired.....
thats that.....
met up with chey together with caroline...i had a fall went coming doen the over head bridge....my favourite sandal broke....my toenail chipped off....lukily din sprained!
we ate and chey treat us at coffee bean....she got 30 dolar voucher...so free la...haha....went shopping .....at tamp...then head home....
nothing abt work that i want to talk abt...
my relationship is like going down the drain....i reallly do not noe what to do ....im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stresssed.... u see us laugh happy but behind he is always cursing and swearing and called me names......and btw FCUK THAT BITCH!!!!
I REALLY LOVE HIM but he ..i dont think he has that feeling for me again....we are only doing this for ainul.......................he always put ainul way before me.... life sucks...just imagine...im doing my night shift crying and crying....when im with my patients alone...
i do not want to end this relationship but rather i will end myself....but something is stopping me......not some one but something....
haiz.......................how u feel when some called u names, cursed and swear at u...and then a day after he talk to u nicely.............................
i do not want to talk abt this....im ust venting it out...pls to those who read dun ask me anything...
love sue
4/15/2008 04:20:00 PM
