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i got a few minutes of blogging b4 ainul comes back......hehe.

im mentally and physically tired.....hari raya preparation.....and work........totally shack!!!!

raya was fun ...as usual..visiting ....non stop.....i got 2 days off. then back to work.....

had just finish my night shift...my 2nd nite was peacefully quiet! haha...enjoy! 3 rd nite was a disaster, only one trauma case...........but the bz was like there was an earthquake...ok la...the maid stole horlicks from a shop and while running away for her life she was knocked down! serve her right BUT,.................SHE WAS ACTUALLY dying when she was admitted to my icu.....her bp was crashing....and here doctors are putting chest tube after chest tube cos she has haemothorax...no head injury....just pelvic #. she died while putting the 2nd chest tube....blood alll over...........totall of 7 litres went in!!! lukily my patient was fine...............i was totally shack!!!!! tired burnt out!

oh yeah b4 my nite i was on morning shift....and one of my patients collapse in the morning...just after i take report.....after packing her.....another patient collapse!.....then a few minutes later...another collapse.....wah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 i was sooooo bz!!! but remain calm.....managed to finish my report....transfer out my onter patient....and transfer in from another.....i survived!!!!! phew..........................................

ok ok ...............enough change topic

im very sad right now....im just sooooooo sad now!!!! i cry n cry n cry...........noryn help me!!! i really love him but im sooooooooooooooo afraid of losing...............................................................y cant he be as romantic like the others......i tried my best but he still like that................he is not as romantic like last time.............................................! i hate the words that coming from his mouth.............................................the more he is like this the more i am being more stubbborn.......if he were to be romantic...i am sure that im not going to rude or rough towards him..............................................

can some one just sh0w him the right way.............................teach him to be romantic like last time.................... i mean so what if we have daughter...............he should noe who to priotise! and also it does not mean we cant have our own privacy............................................................... what ever we do...........he wants ainul to be there! no ainul no going out.....no ainul no this no that...etc...............................................what is this man!!!!!!!!!!

im just pisssed and sooooo sad now..............................................
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heylo.......updates.....above are some pics taken at straits kitchen and also post cut hair....and...me just being able to find a spot to park my car........hehe....

work is ok ...raya in two days ...sooo excited....hair done waititng to be coloured....eyebrow done...wheee.....im just tired making kuih!!! my eyes are sooooo heavy every day just making kuih....came back home...make cookines...no sleep no rest...hows that.....dunnoe when my sister will give us the leave....next yr i thought of going to bali....any takers....

i have not been talking to my hubby....i am sooo tiredand he dun bother to kol me sometimes just oneor two msgs! i knew that this will happen....i told him before hand already and he reassureme that it wont happen and he will try to make time for me...!! but end up like thins haiz..........................

dunnoe what is going to happen....i hope he miss me.. cos i miss him badly!!!! i wish i could just hug him tight! go by the beach and the watch the sunset.....................and have dinner by the beach.................how romantic!!!!!